I started a blog in 2011..mainly just for me to go and journal my day to day. Well you can see how we'll I did with that. In my almost 40 years (streak omg almost 40) I have reconciled to the fact that I am poor at follow through. So last night I got some sleep...if you know anything about my life right now, sleep has been non-existent for the last 3 years, and as of lately sleeping more than an hour here and there is what my norm is. But last night my friends I slept a full 3 hours in a row and this has given me a renewed strength and an outlook that this run down mama has not had in months! I woke up and felt nicer, and I didn't feel the need to call the doctor and ask for antipsychotic medication. I felt like oh my gosh today I am gonna be the best mom ever, I am gonna re-start my blog so that I don't forget a minute of my spectacular life, I am going to write down every little thing my kids do as I don't want to forget a minute. So that brings me to now, I want to share what my day is like as a stay at home mom of two wonderful boys. I want to be real and raw because not everyday is easy in hopes that others moms I know can relate and see YOU are not the only one who wakes up feeling crazy and wondering how in the world you can make it through another day without adult conversations. And I also thought this would be a cool thing for my kids to read one day when I am old and don't make any sense. So cheers to a mama who got a little sleep which apparently is the best medicine for being who and what I want and need to be.
Also blogging really doesn't fit into my schedule and neither does being grammatically correct as I am most likely blogging as my kids are disassembling our home. Accept my apologies ahead of time for run on sentences, missing commas and misspelled words for I need much more sleep for all that!
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